Phew... so fast.. tml start a new shift cycle again.. sob sob.. Hmmm.. past few days were rather ok... From my last blog, was saying that we had a life run at east coast n i am taking ah boy bike there.. but human count cannot compare to heaven count (translate to chinese), kaoz.. halfway thru e journey at CTE, it was pouring cats n doggies.. omg... we both were drenched n we can oni stop at the side n hide under the bridge i think.. omg.. first time in my life kena this man.. but it was an experience no less.. keke.. worst still we were in pt kits.. meaning short n tees... can u imagine how cold we were?? but lucky ah boy block most of the rain wahaha cos i sit behind mah.. wahahaha.. Then becos of the rain, we were late.. haiz.. kena "chit chat" session with pc... kekeke... but all was fine.. kekek... it was a life run cum fruits festival... lots of fruits available but e best were e seedless grapes.. wahahah i ate alot.. after the event ended, had fish ball soup at the east coast food court.. 10 fishball for 3dollars, quite ok leh.. kekeke.. then boy sent me back home...

Then e next 2 days i was on viper, meaning i work overnight... wah.. very long din do viper, feel abit scare sia.. hahaha.. luckily first nite got jeff, haha... but wierd sia, whole office oni 2 of us.. so funny... but ok lah... at least got companion.. kekekeke.. then the next day reach home at ard 8.30am.. i fell asleep till 3plus in the noon... wake up played game then it's time to go work again.. tonight is office alone.. so sad n scare.. kekeke.. somemore so busy today... but heng heng i managed to finish it... the next day went for class then go home.. surprisingly i din sleep wor.. hahaha i played game surf net watch movies till after 12 then sleep.. power sia.. me myself also cannot believe it.. hahah my battery nv run dry sia.. kekeke.. but then today cannot wake up on time go class... wahahahahaha....

Was supposed to wake up at 6.30am but i 7am then wake up... keke end up taking cab to camp... then i had bkfast b4 going to class.. then after calss went home n play game.. wahahah i lvl up-ed.. wahahaha yeah yeah yeah!!! then book air tickets ans hotel for HK online.. no money lor... kekeke... must start to save again.. cos bank statement shows that withdrawal amt is more than deposit amt... cannot cannot... must be opposite then can.. this mth n next mth going to be pauper liao... kekek... but looking forward to mar payday.. cos shld be hving pay increment tat mth.. but dunno how much... kekeke.. then looking forward to april and then may... keke cos april got performance bonus and if nth goes wrong.. Hiak hiak hiak hiak, i will b e promoting to 1sgt in may... wahahahahah.... hopefully sia... Hmmm... just finish singing ktv at home.. kekeke with emily, my youngest sis.. but cannot make it sia.. hvn learn SHE new songs so all i can say is simply cannot make it... kekekek.. hao liao.. going to watch dramas lor.. will update my blog again soon.. tkgdcare everyone.. tata...

Baobei n myself on our 1st Valentines' day.. KEke.. got mei mei handsome handsome mah?? 

My Baobei n myself on me 24th bday..  

Last few days for me were in a state of up n downs, filled with happiness n sadness too... Grandpa funeral was over n left with me is oni memories of him.. not much though... but i guess it's enough.. i din cry at all.. thru out e whole thing... my heart aches when i saw my aunt, n uncles crying.. cos i've nv seen their soft side b4... I din cry not becos i'm cold blooded or heartless.. it just tat i feel tat my mum n siblings needed me.. so i cannot collaspe.. Went to pray after e funeral.. then went home, bath n slp.. bb call woke me up.. he ask me to go downstairs and wait for him.. i did as i was told...

It was really great to see ur love one after so many shity things had happen... really bring a smile across my face when i saw him.. keke.. then he was, with a box of flowers.. not oni for me.. but for my mum n siblings also.. kekek.. but.. i got 11 stalk while e rest hv oni one stalk.. kekeke.. 1st time receive Valentines days roses.. keke.. it really brighten up e rest of the night...

Valentines day itself was a simple day for e two of us.. i could go to his place.. so we went out to shop n relax.. watch 2 movies.. coastatine n seoul raiders.. both were nice.. we then went to shop ard, took e prints then went home liao... it was simple but i enjoyed myself.. especially when i am with my love one n it's my first ever valentines day...

Haha... BB passed his advanced theory for driving in just one attempt!!! HAO BANG O!! keke.. n really very happy for him.. so decided to reward him... keke.. ask him go junction 8 without giving him a reason.. keke but in fact i hv already got tickets for the movie Hide n Seek.. keke.. cos he said he hvn watch movie at junction 8 b4.. so i wanted to give him a surprise lor.. keke... i dun like to watch horror films in cinema.. cos i felt it's a waste of money.. at least for me.. cost most of e time oni half my eyes were opened and i can barely hear any sound effect cos my hands will be covering my ears.. wahahah,, but bo bian.. it's e oni new show available.. so for bb's sake i decided to watch.. kekeke...

Hmm.. today just came back from work... later going to east coast for life run.. it will start from 3 to 5.30pm... another day burnt.. sian... hmmm.. tat's abt all for now.. will update again.. tkgdcare pals..

here's another one.. 

Self wrapped Valentines' day flowers from my baobei. 

Me, Mum, Evelyn n mum.. We've known each other since we were 4 or 5 

It's just a matter of few days.. n I've to face so many drastic changes... one after another... Someone once told me that happiness won't used up one... but now i beginning to wonder... i'm wondering if my happiness is going to be used up soon... real soon...

My new yr ended today at 1142am... E time which my grandpa passed away.. i was at e hospital til he breath his last breath.. Tough.. it was really tough.. I din cry.. becos i hv my mum n younger sister with me.. i gotta be strong.. Things after that min was in a buzz.. All i could do was to stand at one corner n wait.. wait for my elders to do all e necessary arrangement.. This is e first time i witness everything.. n it was also e first time i went into e mortuary... E air was dense.. everyone was sad.. there nth i could do except to wait, wait n wait...

Now i'm back home.. been thinking alot e whole noon.. is my happiness ending soon.. hv i used up too much of it.. looking back at my past few blog.. the answer is YES... a very positive YES... I've simply use my hapiines too easily and simply out of control.. So this is wat i am getting now.. My happiness is ending... Yesterday was still a wonderful and happy day... brought my mum to our old family fren house fot new yr gathering.. chit chatted n took pictures.. then even brought my mum to my bb's hse n had dinner there.. we even went to catch a movie.. BB even suggested to bring his parents over to my place today... we had so many plans for e next few days.. so much things to look forward too... but i guess we plan n think too much of the positive things le.. that's y now happiness is running low already... No more CNY 05 celebrations for me, no more visiting, no more valentines celebration for me, no more.. simple no more... Had been looking forward for my 1st ever valentines day with e one i love.. but it seem so near yet so far.. All i can say is that i've been using up my happiness without noticing that it is depleting... I guess i gotta save it all over again... I'm sad... but there's no tears... pple say that one will feel better when u cry it all out.. But i can't... or is it i dun wanna to.. i dunno... i'm stil in a daze.. Really wish that u were here with me... to support me thru this.. but u can't... n i can understand... i'll try to be strong n walk down this rocky path myself...

Ive learnt a few things today.. no matter wat, blood is still thicker than water.. it make me change my views on certain things.. I've learnt to treasure those ard me much more.. cos u nv know wat's going to happen next.. One thing which i will start to do is to try to start talking to my dad.. to some, it may be an everyday affair.. But to me, i sorry and ashame to say that i hvn done it for ages.. But today it hit me so much that i know i must and i will try to start talking to him again.. cos i dun wanna regret it later in life... trust me.... gotta treasure what u hv now.. dun ever regret.. Another thing which i've learnt was that no one can help u.. oni u urself can help u.. this is true.. so very very true...

Last but not least... I still dunno if my happiness is ended soon or had it already ended.. Al i wanna do now is to start collecting and saving my happiness... bits by bits again.. n again...

Me youngest sis togehter with my aunt n myself.. nice sia.. kekeke 

The people invoved in e reunion dinner.. but this pic show oni part of them.. 

Reunion dinner at foresthill condo.. My mum, uncle, popo n auntie.. Look at e Yu Sheng.. We hv 3 big plates.. 

Emily n Myself 

Pic taken at east coast.. My youngest sis Emily n Steven.. 

It's e time of the year.. kids waiting for.. cos they can get to eat lots of junk food, play sparkles and collect angbao.. whahahah.. but for me this big kid... it wasn't really great... cos i'm down with fever... Temp hit 38.1 degree just b4 i left home to go visiting... was feeling very weak and sickly.. but i cannot dun go my grandma pace.. so i just pull myself along... after which... i went over to bb place.. though bb told me not to travel here n there.. but well, it's my first time celebrating CNY with my dearest BB so no matter wat, i shld and will hv to drop by his place.. keke.. so paisae.. so many pple around... kekeke.. so i hide in BB room.. kekekek... after awhile, we went to my ah ma place in commonwealth... hmmm.. did stay for too long.. cos nth to do over there too.. so we went back to my grandmother house in yishun.. keke.. there we had our dinner., chit chat n then we went to 3rd auntie house which is oni a few block away... keke.. i stay for awhile then i came back le.. cos i feeling sick n abit giddy liao.. so BB accompany me to wait for my feeder bus then he went to take train.. now after bathing.. feel abit better.. later still must take medicine.. sobsob.. BB shld be home soon le.. kekek.. wonder if BB had a great day today... keke.. i did eventhough i'm sick.. kekeke...

Hmmm... past few days were busy with work n reunion dinner... keke.. this yr i had 3 reunion dinner... 3 first was at my ah ma's place on 5th Feb, 2nd one was at my popo's side reunion dinner which was held at foresthill, e condo just next to me camp on e 6th Feb.. then on New Yr eve itself, which was yesterday, had reunion dinner at BB's place.. kekeke first time go other pple place for reunion dinner.. can also say first time i go bF place for reunion dinner.. i guess many first time will be coming on our way.. kekeke.. HAo happy hao Happy... Hope e New Chicky year will be a great n gd one for everyone... Hope e world will be a more peaceful place to stay in... with that.. i will sign off...

Gals Power... Me family pic 

Here's another one.. Fellow Viper instructors.. 

Me Bday pic with me camp mates.. 

Family at Wan Li Chang Cheng (tiny version) 

Me at ShenZhen Xiao Ren Guo 

Me n Popo at Victoria Peak. Mei mei hor?? 

My Parents, Popo n myself at Causeway Bay, Hong Kong. 

Haha.. CNY is coming in just a few days times.. woohooo... Hmmm keke.. looking forward to it.. cos can get ANG BAO... wahahahahaha... but it also means that my pocket going to be burnt to... cos i also must give ANG BAO.. wahahaha... not giving as though i am married.. but giving to Grandma n parents as a show of token of aapreciation for them... Hmmm.. hv been doing it for a few yrs already.. so ok lah.. kekeke...

Hmmm... CNY doesn't seem to be as "fun" when compared to my younger days... keke.. cos together with my cousins, we would buy lots of fire crackers n "bomb" then we would hv lots n lots of fun... kekeke.. but now.. all grown up liao... now we oni can "supervise" the younger cousins of ours how to play n look after them.. kekeke....

This CNY is quite a special one for me.. kekeke.. Cos... kekeke... I got a bf lor.. kekeke... It will be a First time for me celebrating CNY with someone i love.. keke.. hao happy o.. kekeke... Cos past few yrs, i've been tease by my relatives... asking why my younger sis got bf then i dun hv... sob sob.. keke.. finally this yr i hv one to share this special occasion with me.. kekeke...

Okok... shall update what had happen so far in Feb... 1st day of feb wasn't really good... cos.. i lost my hp porch on my way to camp... then when i abt to reach camp then i realise.. So sad... Cos that hp porch is a gift from my bb, then had been using it for quite long.. got feelings liao.. So i called home n ask my younger sis to go down n search for me.. told her to go e place where we usually take cab there to search... Cos i think i must hv lost it when i board e cab... but e reply she gave was "DUN HAVE"... My heart nearly sank... So i sms bb then he ask me dun be sad n he will get a new one for me... but hor... it not abt getting a new one or not.. it's that it had been with me for so long liao... of cos will sad de mah... so i go office i complained to weilong n steven.. but they replied the same old thing as my bb.. Omg... are guys all program in e same way??? Hmmm.. anyway.. was really moody e whole day... then worst still... Pc suddenly announce that in order to take overseas leave... we must clock a 75% in our class attendance... wah... most of us nearly fainted... Cos... most of us cannot hit... wahahaha... tk me for eg... each mth we hv 8 classes... then i've already plan that in mid mar, i'll be going to hk with my younger siblings... then from now til mid march, ermm.. there will be 18 lesson... then hor.. in january.. i already missed 4 lessons.. kekeke.. cos i tat 2 week on leave n went hk... so out of 18 i already missed 4.. which means e remaining 14 i cannot missed.. but hor... this mth got CNY, class sure cancel one.. that means i cannot clock my 75 % liao.. really very sad... cos already promised my sis liao.. dun wanna break my promise.... haiz... up till this part.. it's still a sad sad day for me.. sob sob... Then after work, steven send me to his place n i took a cab home.. then i dun si xin... i alighted somewhere near to where i board e cab in e morning, still hoping that i might find my hp porch... WAhahahahahaha.... gosh... i really found it... but it was abit dirty liao.. cos hv been left on e road for 12 hours liao..wahahaha but tks god... i found it... was so happy that i call n tell bb.. but he said i "sha sha"... hmmm.. nvm as long can find back then can liao.. kekek so today still consider ok ba... kekeke

2nd day of feb.. had test... keke.. heng my pc give me tips.. else my 6marks fly away lor.. kekeke think both paper can score 75 n above ba... hopefully can lah.. today quite ok la.. kekeke... n mama sg told me a good new... wahahaha,.. she said she had spoken to pc... n she told me to carry on my overseas leave as plan.. wahahaha... YEah!!!! mamasg is e best... wahahahaha... i won't break my promise to my sis lor... yeah!!!!

3rd of feb.. today is bb advanced theory test.. keke.. wanna wait for him at bbdc to give him support but he dun want... keke.. so we decided to meet after his test.. haha.. but i wanted to give him a surprised so i go bbdc wait for him.. but as i was abt to reach, he came out liao.. wahahah... heng ah... i on cab.. so i ask him wait for me then i pick him up.. after that we went to orchard... today mission was to get new yr clothes... hmmm... i realised that i very long din get new clothes liao.. so after counting n counting... wahahah... i can afford to spend ard 200bucks on shopping without depleting my savings.. keke.. so we went on a shopping "spree". Tried quite a few blouses n pants.. keke.. some looks ok but some.. arg... dunno how to say.. wahahha... think i still not e executive type ba.. kekeke... still prefer casual n sporty.. wahahah.. In e end.. oni got 2 blouses and it costs me... 62.90... wah... clothes are really expensive... hmm.. actually wanted to get a set of blouse n 3/4 pants from u2 also.. but... this set alone cost 86... i nearly fainted... wahahah.. can say me stingy or watever... thought i got 200 to spend.. but i dunno why..kekeke bu she de to spend.. wahahaha... n bb must be reall mad.. kekeke cos he kept asking me to try skirts.. but.. wahahah i kept saying No no no no NO no no no no NONONO... wahahahhaah... Well my BB got a Shirt too... KEke.. it looks really nice n fitting on him... BB, zhen de o,.. really very... hmmm haha.. gotta agree with bb that guys clothing more ex.. cos his one shirt is more thatn 3/4 of my 2 blouse... fainted again... but then.. as long as it look nice n u feel comfortable in it.. i think it's worth it ba.. kekeke.... BB must be quite sad too.. cos e bag which he like is sold out.. hmmm.. we try to look for it again ok?? we then had dinner at erm.... DIN TAI FENG at paragon... WAh.... e Xiao Long Bao is simple delicious... yum yum... n e shrimp siew mai also... but hor... if u guys are going there for makan, i suggest that u all order the Xiao Long Bao can liao... cos hor... e dif btw e shrimp siew mai is got xtra prawn oni... then hor.. it cost 5dollars more.. which means one prawn 50cents.. not worth it sia... For me, i think e Xiao Long Bao is e bestest of them all..wahahaha.. we had dan dan mian also... It was a delicious meal.. yum yum... then we went home n i played online games til 2am in e morning

4th of feb...
woke up at 7am... but very lazy to get out of bed... keke.. but luckily... me determination still quite strong.. cos if i dun get up n go for my jog... my ippt is going to flunk...wahaha.. so i took my own sweet time... wash up.. on computer, download drama n anime... then finally got out of my house at 0750h to jog in yishun park... hmmm.. took timing also... ran 10min 43s today... hmmm but i think next time must jog at least for 15 mins... cos my 2.4 timing is ard there sia... today jog non stop for 10.34 min but duno e distance how long.. hmmm.. but at least got jog lor. kekeke... then on my way home.. went ntuc.. bought hotdogs and moshi.... yum yum... by e time i type till here.. i already ate 2 moshi liao... wahahhah.... Hmmm later after my yougest sis come back from sch... will be going to east coast for some healthy lifestyale activities with steven.. wahahah cos he own my sis a kfc treat..will be preparing some sandwiches to bring there too.. hmmm so much for now... i go watch my drama or anime or play games lor... tkgdcare everyone.. will update my blog again soon.. tata....

Happy birthday to u... happy birthday to me... happy birthday to u n me... happy birthday to everybody... WAhahahaha.. it's e beginning of a new yr!! n kekekeke... I'm one of them...
Well here e list of january babies that i know....
4th January --> My youngest aunt and Msg Agnes
9th January --> one of my cousin Jensen
12th January --> Me, myself n I
23rd January --> My sis Rain
28th January --> Joe

Kekekeke... Well i was in hong kong in on e fourth so no celebrate... then on e ninth... just return from hong kong so no celebrate for them too... then came my birthday...

Kekeke.. must say a big THANK YOU to steven aka ah boy.. Tks for e downtown east chalet thingy.. Kekee.. cos din tht of celebrating my bday... But tks for ur chalet, kekeke... got e chance to hold a small gathering there... Well cos it was kinda of a last minute thingy so not many pple were involved... oni my family, bb and my army kakis were involced.. kekeke.. it was pretty simple... had a simple bbq n i made a simple dish which l learn from hk.. kekek... Hmm... glad that they like e idea of pasta in packet... kekeke... Hmmm... enjoyed myself pretty much.. cos long time no get together with my batchmate as we were all in dif shift.. Tks mama saigek..Oops.. no no it mdm saigek for turning up too,,, ekekeke really appreciate it.. AS for e rest.. u know who u r liao.. kekeke.. so i won't mentioned ur names here le.. But i gotta mentioned one person.. cos she plays a big part in this.. It's my mum!! TKs mum.. for helping me with the cooking n preparation!! LOVe u!!!

Keke.. then on my actual day, BB brought me out for makan.. yum yum.. had a nice nice lunch at crystal jade.. hehehe.. one of my favourite chinese restaurant.... Love u too Baobei!!!

Then it's my sis 22nd bday... she held it at a ktv... hmmm.. Just hope that she can be more mature in her thinking or in watever things that she is doing... Hmmm n wishes her all e best... Hopefully what she do now, she won't regret later in life... guess that's all i gotta say ba...

afterwhich is joe's bday... had a gathering at jack's place.. kekeke nice ambience... most of them had steaks except bb n me, we order seafood salad n seafood platters cos we had a light dinner earlier le... keke.. nice meeting up with them.. Joe.. all e best in ur future endeavours...

Well well... january ended so fast.. keke it's beginning of feb liao.. hmm.. wondering if my march hk trip still can be carry out anot.. cos got new rule pertaining to overseas thingy... so sad... hmm.. hopefully can ba.. cos promised my 2 youngest sis liao... hmmm... kekeke.. looking forward to march too.. kekeke... cos going to be one yr lor... kekeke Hao happy o!! kekekeke
WEll that's abt all... will blog again soon.. tkcare pple!!!